Why did I Retire from the Army?

When we were walking and talking the other night and I had a thought.

What was the real reason I retired. I always say I did not feel the "third time was the charm."

But was it really because I did not want to go back into a war zone? Of course that was part if it, but subconsciously was there more to it?

Being put into that fright or flight place again, was that too much to handle? Probably.

I sure there is more ...